Not real but

The reality pains. It is distorted by the mind. It is there but we are subjects of our own interpretations. Fear inhibits us to accept the reality. What is there will remain there for a while. Can't do anything with it! Once again, there was a voice of that previous longing. I heard it again. This is despite the fact that I decided not to get it heard this time. What I gathered? Nothing other than restlessness for a while. In fact, there is nothing out there. It is inside us. The fear is inside us. It is not there outside. This time, I could see my fear and that is interesting. It is interesting to interact with oneself.

At the end of it!

Gone are the days
when there was love
between us

Gone are the days
when you took my hand gently

Gone are the days when
you took my feelings seriously

Gone are the days when 'we' were 'we'

Today, there's a devil inside me
and there's devil inside you

As your mind does not tremble
my hands are free to mistreat you

The love has died
and would never revive.
Now let us become strangers.
Let us realize this truth and become aware of ourselves
at least before we die.

A bad dream

A bad dream is an indicator of lack of assurance somewhere. I gave him. It was my duty to do so. Something changed abruptly without his readiness perhaps. No, I will make him ready than harping on that nightmare. 

Beyond the veil of words!

Beyond , the veil of words, lies the truth. Bit by bit, day by day, moment to moment we argue, to make the other realize our truth, only with the help of words. For the other it remains a lie. A pure lie! Truth remains outside, there in the corner, laughing on these two fighting lies.  

Aggression and Politeness. One coin two sides.

Go for the shell as  you don't have one outside. And there comes the aggression blasting you to the end. Come out of the radius and you get politeness, the other side of the coin. Both are same as the source is same. Distance entrails understanding. Objectivity lies there. Only you need to be there. Contentment is possible when you accept things as they are at least for a while. Change is possible only after thorough understanding of the situation. So, wait for a while and stay tuned to the inside 'you'.
  

Beat the pop ups!

I beat them. They pop up! I again beat them. They again pop up! I will keep them beating till they don't pop up. They are listening. They are not interested in me now. I beat them finally. 

I want to be...What?

Change is the norm since inception. Safety was the purpose. The only purpose. But man lives by habits. So, here we are with over protection. Hoarding, security, more and more is needed to guard. We are not satisfied. Satisfaction lies in encroaching. It lies in lies now. Now, in fact, the question has tacitly been molded into 'what do you want to become'? Perfection has been inflicted upon us. The elusive goal is creeping into us. Every moment! We want more than more. Those who stand for a while become writers, custodians, artistes, famous personalities and get what they want. But then they start wanting more than more. The dialectical dilemma is being unfolded till we perish perhaps.