Don't try to read this! It's futile. It's very personal to me yet I am daring to put it on a social website. In fact, you will not be able to make out anything out of it. However, I believe that if there's anyone just like me, which is next to impossible, he or she will unearth the meaning of it, though to some extent. In fact, this correspondence is not more than a diary that's incomprehensible. It's only me who can re-create the ME out of it. Something out of nothing perhaps.
Monday, January 7, 2013
With Folded Hands...the turtle's corner...!!!
I have my hands folded whenever I see you from today. I don't fear you. I don't make you tremble. You are what you are. You are better than me. You are superior than me. You are the creator and the destroyer. I am nothing. I am nothing in front of you. I have no say. I have no demands. I have nothing to claim of you. You are the princess of this wonderland. You are the most amazing. You the mighty and I the meager. No claims, no demands, no relation ma'am. Nothing, nothing, and nothing of you. I am a clay, silent and ready to get crushed and shape on your whims and fancies. I can't be happy with you. I understand. I have to die aggravating the ironical existence. Let me die living as I have Agam in my mind and heart. You are his mother. I am his father. We are just two bungee jumping poles letting our child jump higher and higher. We pledge not to loosen the grip as he might fall. It is not his fault. It is not his fault. It is not a tad of fault of his. Thanks for the journey and sorry for whatever happened in between. Good bye !
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